Oh joy.

Enough is enough. Have you had enough of saying a little too much, a little too loudly? Have you had enough of loving each other? Cos arguing every day sure is the best way of showing it, right? Tell me, how do you benefit if you gain the whole world but lose your own soul in the process? Have you forgotten? Choose a good reputation over great riches, for being help in high esteem is better than having silver or gold. Yeah, maybe you have.

What is this?

"All you need is North Korea to launch a missile in Singapore, see what happens."

Well. All you need is to see what happens when you keep this up much longer.

I hate being forced to do things I don't want to.

Thank you for this love Lord
Thank you for the nail pierced hands
Washed me in your cleansing flow
Now all I know
Your forgiveness and embrace

I'm so happy Daddy made me go to WEB tonight. Forgiveness. Hurting people, being hurt. When Matt was closing the sermon, the tears kept collecting. Family, school, WEB.

"Let's bow our heads and pray." We had ministry time. Something that's been a problem for almost 4 years exactly was resolved. Ethel prayed for us, and Kim too.

"Eunice, can I ask for your forgiveness?" Prayed, thought, was. Went to another person whom I have wanted to talk to for a very long time.

"I haven't been very nice to you. Can I ask for your forgiveness?" Yes, I've been hurt. But yknow, I'd hurt others too. I didn't have the humility to go up to face that person. So self-centered, so "I" loving. God, thank you.

God,
I'm so sorry for the times I thought the Christian life was about me. I'm so sorry for the times when I felt that I had to put others down to make myself feel good. I'm sorry for forsaking You the past few months. I'm sorry for making empty promises. I'm sorry for not being able to forgive the people who hurt me in my old school. I'm sorry for not being humble enough to admit to myself, to You, to others, that I screwed up.

I'm angry and sad and vengeful.

God, I'm so sorry.

Oooooh! The Jonas Brothers were in the show! It was so good! It was funny and everything. ^^

So, Friday nights. I've got Congruency and Similarity tuition homework to do. I'm quite tired now. I feel damn fat! Well. Especially, anyways. I had my favourite food during recess today, went to vivo, had chawamushi along the way. At GV I had nachos and cheese!, coke and sweet popcorn, and I bought bubbletea before coming home. I swear, I am going to go on a bubbletea fast. I'm going running tmr morn. I'm gna get new trainers in the Spore sale. My old ones are o.o already. I'm gna have a good time during this holiday. Book reviews on ALL-TIME favourite books for homework = HAPPY EUNICE! :D

I'm quite looking forward to training yknow (: There's been a shoulder injury bug spreading to all softballers lately, tsk! My arms are almost paralyzed. 3 words. Fear the ball. And fear counterpain even more. It buuuuuuurns! I put like, waaaay too much on my shoulder last night BY ACCIDENT while watching Unfabulous last night and I was like writhing on the sofa. Haaaa, lucky everyone was either asleep or out then. Turns out, all that was needed was a hot water bottle. Sigh, Eunice.

I'm going to watch teevee and do my Congruency and Similarity ws. No wait I'll see if I can watch Dark Knight first.

^^ Bye loves! Happy holidays!

1.How far away is the last person you kissed?
Far.

2.Has someone ever told you they would be with you forever?
Nope. Not that I can rmb.

3.Last person you were in the car with?
My daddy and Hannah

4.Any plans for tomorow?
Tuition, beg momma for moneeeeeeyyy and get my CDs and books!

5.How long does it take for you to take a shower?
15-20 mins ahahaha

6.When is your birthday?
NINTH AUGUST NINETEEN NINETY-FOUR. Yeah, that's right, I CAN SPELL.

7.Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
Mhmm (:

8.Did you kiss anyone on Friday?
Seth. I kiss Seth everyday.

9.Ever thrown up in public?
Yeah.

10.What's on your mind RIGHT NOW?
Movie!

11.Who was the last person you talked to?
Natasha

12.What is the WORST subject they teach at school?
Its a tie btw LSCEP and Art

13.Have you seen anyone lately that you don't get along with?
Mhm

14.What is your favorite color shirt to wear?
White!

15.Have you ever been in a car accident?
In my dreams yeah

16.Whats the closest thing to you that's green?
My teddy bear sticker

17.Where would you like to be right now?
AT VIVO. I'm wasting my bloooody time in school. Quote, I hate cleaning and I hate Green Day, unquote. ):<

18.Write down some lyrics to the song your listening to;
All these lies.... Daughtry's lyrics are hard to pick apart yknow.

19.How many dogs do you have?
-.- One.

20.Is anything bugging you right now?
My arm and thigh and neck.

21.How is life going for you right now?
Wonderful^^

22.Is there someone you care about more than yourself?
Ehhh. Idk.

23.What made you laugh today?
HAHA Sheenice.

24.What was the last movie you watched?
DARK KNIGHT.

25.What's the last conversation you had about?
About green towels vs green teddybear stickers.

26.What were you doing at 7:00 this morning?
In class/walking to class.

27.Do you like your hair long or short?
Long!

28.Do you want to see somebody right now?
Kris Allen.

29.Do you like the rain?
Mhmm

30. Do you think you'll have a Valentine this year?
Yes(Don't believe me)

31.The last person you kissed needs you at 2 AM, would you go?
NO. Daddy/Mummy will be awake.

32.Would you honestly say you'd risk your life for someone else?
... Touche.

33.Honestly, if you could go back 3 months and change something would you?
Nope.

34.How do you feel about girls smoking?
They should not. They should play softball and get hit by the not-soft machine balls.

34.Could you see yourself with someone forever?
Yes. Kris Allen. Rmb, people, there are no boundaries!

35.What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
Last day of Semester 1!!!!!

36.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months or more?
Ah-yuh.

37.Do you forgive or forget?
No. Never. I hold evil grudges.

38.Do you trust people?
Depends who you are.

39.What are you not looking forward to?
Cleaning.

40. Do you get mad easily?
Mmmmm, no.

41.Has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
Yup.

42.Do you have strange dreams?
I had a dream that Andrea committed suicide.

43.Ever licked someone’s cheek or forehead?
HA. Gross.

44.Last time you fell asleep in someone’s arms?
I dunno.

45. When did you last throw up?
Last year. Hahaha

46.What do you have on you at all times?
Fingernails.

47.Would you go out in public without getting dressed up or put together?
Yes.

48.Do you like fruity or minty gum?
I. Hate. Gum.

49. Favorite musician or group?
KRIS ALLEN KRIS ALLEN KRIS ALLEN, Daughtry, JoBros, MileyC, DemiL, Coldplay, Carrie Underwood, KellyC...

50. Favorite film of all time?
Mmmmm.... 17 Again? Hotness!

51. Favorite computer game?
SIMS2

52. First album you ever went and bought with your own money?
:P I shop w my mommaaaaaaa

53. Think back five months ago, were you single?
Yes.

54. Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
Yeah.

55. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Yeah.

56. Last thing you bought?
Fishcake hahahaha

57. Are you a jealous person?
Yes very very very.

58. Does it take a lot to make you cry?
Nope.

59. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
Tsk! Scandalous ah. Okay, seriously though. Yes.

60. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Mhmm

61. Do you like to cuddle/snuggle?
Yes Seth hugs very cute!

62. Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
My friends from church ):

63. What does the sixteenth text in your inbox say?
I can't take out my phone. I think its smth from Jerome?

64. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
No.

65. Is your life anything like it was a year ago?
No.

66. This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
:D HAHAHAHAAH

67. You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life, what is it?
Water.

68. Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't?
Well. No. I live life with no regrets (:

69. What is the last thing you said out loud?
"Not this one"

70. When was the last time you cried?
Saturday

71. Do you have friends you can tell stuff to and you're sure they won't tell?
Yup. I hope so.

72. What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Talk to God.

73. What can't you wait for?
School to restart ):

74. Have you ever told anyone you would marry them?
......?

75. What's the worst way to say "i love you"?
While coaxing the other party.

76. Seven days from now will you be in a relationship?
Yes.

77. Are you mad about anything?
No.

78. What is the last thing you got in trouble for with your parents?
Ehh I don't really get into trouble with anybody...

79. Are you mean?
No

80. Is Jesus alive now?
Yeah

81. Has a boy/girl called you babe or baby in the past two days?
Noooo.

82. Do you hate it when people smoke around you?
Yes, cos I'll start sneezing.

83. Do you have anything that belongs to a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Yup

84. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
Yup

85. How long do you think you will live?
I don't know.

86. Does it bother you when people respond with one word?
In conversations, yes.

87. Do you believe once a cheater, always a cheater?
Depends.

88. Who disgusts you?
A lot of things.

89. Name one thing people think about you that's not true
I don't know. I'm no good at reading people.

90. What would you do if 1 of your friends turned gay?
Gays are people too. I'll treat that person normally.

91. Is your hair naturally curly or straight?
Waaaaavy

92. Do you drink tea?
Bubble!

93. How do you feel about chocolate covered strawberries?
They're messy.

94. Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
Hehhhhhh :P

95. Have you ever stripped for money?
Scandalous!

96. Is the answer ...
Okay?

97. Ever kissed someone with the letters C, A, S, D, T, or J as their first initial?
Seth ^^

98. Two days from now, where will you be?
Home.

99. Do you think you are a good person?
Well. On the outside, yes.

[Chorus]
In the night, i hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told.
somewhere far along this road, she lost her soul.
to a man so heartless..
how could you be so heartless? oh.. how could you be so heartless.

[Verse 1]
How could you be so, cold as the winter wind when it breeze yo.
just remember that you talkin' to me though.
you know need to watch the way you talkin' to me yo. i mean after all the things that we've been through.
i mean after all the things we got into.
hey yo, i know of some things that you aint told me.
hey yo, i did some things but that's the old me.
and now you wanna get me back and you goin' show me.
so you walk around like you don't know me.
you got a new friend, well i got homies.
but in the end it's still so lonely.

[Chorus]
In the night, i hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told.
somewhere far along this road, she lost her soul.
to a man so heartless..
how could you be so heartless? oh.. how could you be so heartless.

[Verse 2]
How could be so Dr. Evil, you bringin' out the side of me that i dont know..
i decided we weren't goin' speak so.
why we up 3 A.M. on the phone.
why does he be so mad at me fo'.
homie i don't know, he's hot and cold.
i wont stop, i wont mess my groove up
cause i already know how this thing go.
YOU RUN AND TELL YOUR FRIENDS THAT YOU LEAVING ME
they say that they don't see what you see in me.
you wait a couple months then you gon' see.
you'll never find nobody better than me.

[Chorus]
In the night, i hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told.
somewhere far along this road, she lost her soul.
to a man so heartless..
how could you be so heartless? oh.. how could you be so heartless.

[Verse 3]
Talkin', talkin', talkin', talk
baby lets just knock it off
they don't know what we been through
they don't know 'bout me and you
so i got something new to see
and you just gon' keep hatin' me
and we just gon' be enemies
i know you cant believe
i could just leave it wrong
and you cant make it right
im gon' take off tonight
into the night..

[Chorus]
In the night, i hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told.
somewhere far along this road, she lost her soul.
to a man so heartless..
how could you be so heartless? oh.. how could you be so heartless.

♫♥♫♥
Sing it to me!

-

Oh, the LSCEP musings. ^^

I really hate LSCEP. It is a waste of time, money, electricity, battery and greatly hinders work productivity.

TSK!

♥♫♥♫
Sing it to me!

Kris Allen you made me cry! ):

Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want, but how long can you wait?
Every moment last forever
When you feel you've lost your way

What if my chances were already gone?
I started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
So here I am, still holding on

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, (whether)weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

I fought to the limit, to stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets?
Don't know where the future's heading
But nothing's gonna bring me down

I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I risked being safe but I always knew why
I always knew why
So here I am, still holding on


With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, (whether)weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can


You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you
And your dreams


With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
Yeah, there are no boundaries
There are no boundaries


With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, (whether)weather the hurricanes
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

There are no boundaries

I PASSED MY 2.4 WOOOOOOHOOOOOO!

Louise is gna lend me her sims CDs so I can download and PLAYYY!

Yknow, this week is starting off very, very, VERY well.

^^

I had a good day today. Today, I love web people. Today. I had a mellow fun with Sarah, Jerome, Jian Hao and some others. (: Dance was cool! I had no idea the bollywood dance was that hard.

HAHA. anyways. I'm running my 2.4 & having my stitches removed tmr. I shall stay positive. And watch The Secret Life.

Yayyyyyy!

Aww. The Secret Life of the American Teenager is so sweet!

Gotta love Ben. Ben and Amy forever.

Awwwwwwww....

Great, now I dont wanna do my comprehension.

Joyyy

Shit I feel like shit.

The stitches are driving me crazy, it hurts it hurts it hurts. I'm hungry and I don't want to do my freaking comprehension, I just want to watch The Secret Life of the American Teenager.

I want to eat my painkillers. but I can only eat the next one in like 4 hours.

And this is exactly why I DO NOT want to get pregnant. I think I'll die.

BYE. GAH.

My cheek is swollen and bruised. I look like I got clocked.

I assure you, I DID NOT. I just went for surgery. Hahahah, that's not really any better is it.

Anyhoos, I wanna sleep. :\

Today was so damn eventful.

Oh my jonas.

I shouldn't have gone to school today.

GRRR I AM SO DAMN PISSED.

shen mi sheng huo of mei guo nian qing ren (The Secret Life of the American Teenager) is like, getting stranger and stranger and stranger!

So, in episode 5 right, Ben or Ricky or someone takes Amy out to "study" right, but they went to the park for a picnic of wings, sprite in champagne flutes and fruits. After eating, the dude freaking PROPOSES to the girl.

What?!

OH SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT I AM GOING TO DIE NOW

TODAY IS NOT MY DAY I AM GOING TO TYPE IN CAPS BECAUSE I AM GOING TO DIE SOON.

THE DENTIST EXTRACTED MY TOOTH, BUT THE ROOT CRACKED WHILE COMING OUT, IT GOT STUCK IN MY GUMS! THEN DR YEE TRIED TO PULL IT OUT BUT IT WOULD NOT COME OUT, SO HE CUT MY GUMZZZZZ AND DRILLED LIKE, 3 HOLES IN MY BONE!!!!!!!! AND AFTER THAT THE ROOT WOULDNT COME OUT SO HE HAD TO LIKE STICH IT UP, AND MY GUESS IS I LOST A PINT(OR 2) OF BLOOD.

NOW, IT IS ITCHING. LIKE. CRAZY. AND. I. WANT. TO. DIE. COS. I. DO. NOT. WANT. TO. WAKE. UP. TMR MORNING. AND FEEL THE PAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIN.

I got back my EL Paper 1. I got the highest in class for it(Yi Shien did too) but like, looking through the paper? I felt so disappointed. I don't know why I got so low for my essay.

I don't know why on this EARTH the examiner kept adding carrots here and there, as if it were a blooooody structured essay. I swear, the carrots pissed me off so much I started crying. And I couldn't stop ): All around, people kept telling me "You did good! I got worse and I'm not crying."

Goals. Personal targets. I didn't meet them. I would seriously want my parents to scold me for the lousy showing, so I'll have an actual reason to like... Ah nvm, point is, I know they're disappointed.

Will my real parents please stand up

Milo. Must. Get. Milo! says:
dude!!!!!!

*~*Pain*~* says:
uh huh?

Milo. Must. Get. Milo! says:
my house ran out of milo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
can i go your house drink!
cos i am going crazy!!!!!!!
cold turkey from MILO?!?!?!?!
i
must
get
MILO!

*~*Pain*~* says:
wow
are you ok?

Milo. Must. Get. Milo! says:
no!
i need!
MILO!

*~*Pain*~* says:
LOL
why

Milo. Must. Get. Milo! says:
cos i go crazy without milo

*~*Pain*~* says:
you like mlo?

Milo. Must. Get. Milo! says:
i love love love love love milo!
i want my husband's name to be milo!

*~*Pain*~* says:
you're a bit scary
but....
......................

Milo. Must. Get. Milo! says:
its making me go insane!
oh no!

*~*Pain*~* says:
I LOVE MILO TOO

Milo. Must. Get. Milo! says:
AWESOME!
we should make a fcebook
page, yknow?
HAHAHAHA
crazy about milo

My L1R5 is 17.

Do the math, and you'll find that my English grades are less than ideal. I can't believe I scored so low for essay! After everything, I seriously, seriously, with all of my heart, expected a 25. On the flip side, I didn't expect to score so high for letter writing. So. Gah, why is it that my expectations are so... Unattainable, but the things I'd expect not to get, fall right into my lap.

I didn't expect to score so high for History, Literature and Chinese.

I didn't expect to score so low for English, Math and Science.

This. Is. Frustrating. The things that I am "good" at are just not not NOT things that I want to pursue. But the things I'm "bad" at, somehow, are things I pinned my hopes on.

Well. If there's something I've learnt, its to not take things for face value. Good and bad is always relative. Sure, I'm not a top student anymore, but I did pretty well compared to some others.

Right, like that's going to make things okay.

Yeah, perfect. So when I think I'm having the perfect day, things end up like this.

Go ahead, rain on my parade.

Well.

I woke up today filled with dread. I went to school, heard the plans for the day.

WE WERE GETTING OUT PAPERS BACK. I freaked out. Science, Math, Literature, History, Chinese. Turns out, things weren't as bad as I thought they would be. I didn't top the class for any of the subjects I thought I would(wishful thinking, Eunice, wishful thinking).

Just so you can congratulate me :P

Chinese: 59.2% C5

When the teacher got me to sign my name, I could barely do it, my hands were shaking so much. She started at my signature all funny. Oh well, lucky it was only a relief teacher.

Math: 74% A2

I'm pending 2 more marks. Must get 2 more marks.

Science: 76% A1

It is pretty good, but like compared to the rest of S2... Let's think positively! I think I did pretty well, considering I got B4s in my previous school.

History: 83 and 1/3 % A1

I can clearly remember telling Daddy that I was going to get an A1 for History in the mid years. I can also clearly remember getting so damn pissed off at History that I would throw the textbook around. Like, doing all the SBQs that were just torturous really paid off yknow! I got 20/25 for SBQ. I really had NOT been expecting that. I thought I would get a D7 for History. Good job, good job!

Literature: 62% B4

I thought I would get a D7, but noooooo! I am insanely OVER THE MOON.

Okay, so. I got 2 A1s, 1 A2, 1 B4, 1 C5. I'm pending English's marks. I really really really really hope that my Paper 1 can pull my marks up. Cos Paper 2 was like. Shiiiiit. Honest. I failed. I need an A1! So I can get a L1R5 of 14.

You know, these results, I don't know what to think of them. On one hand, they're not all that fantastic, and on the other hand, I don't know what I'm talking about, because I know I slogged my ass off for close to 50 days to achieve it. When I catch myself being happy, I end up realising that there's nothing much to boast about barely-there A1s, when people who get 80< % feel that they didn't do well.

Maybe, just maybe, it was God. In the beginning of the year, I committed my studies to God, cos I mean, lets face it. I'm not that smart. And throughout my little study boot camp, I told myself never to give up, even though I was getting like, 5/14 for History class tests and all that.

Thanks God. That was pretty awesome, you know? Its great, I'm (reasonably) happy. I'm sorry, for like, everything.

Wow, a whole 4 1/2 months passed me by.

So, what have I achieved?

"Now, Gillian isn't a high school linebacker... but according to her testimony, it took her five minutes to travel that path. Five minutes plus the length of time it took her to count to a hundred. Does it seem likely that a young girl who was scared, hysterical, and running as fast as possible would move that slowly? Does it seem that from half a football field away, her friends would have heard her struggles?" -Jodi Picoult

No.

I feel strangely calm.

You know what? Even if people say that about me, even if its one of the closest person in my life, its fine by me. My attitude sucks? And I'm self-righteous, I think everyone's is too bitchy, mean, bimbo?

I do not bitch about my closest friends. Maybe I did before, but I really don't anymore.

I hate that in one teenage lifetime, you cannot screw up your social life without it staying with you for forever. Haunting. I hate that there's no room for mistakes, there's no room to fix things up. 11 again? I'll take it. I don't bitch about your friends. Sometimes, I just have lots to get off my chest, and forgive me if I trusted you.

I just don't understand when I talk about my friends problems, that you think I'm bitching about them. I never said that they were "emo-ing". I hate that word, and I'm pretty sure I've not used that on anyone of my friends before.

You know, I liked hanging out with you. I didn't know you saw it as a hindrance to your social life. I didn't know you enjoyed watching the OC better without me.

Thanks for letting me know, I guess.

I'm sad, I'm depressed, I'm angry. I'm pissed. I'm embarrassed.

I can't take it anymore.

Freaking cut me some damn slack. I'm so goddamn tired of everyone under my skin, telling me I'm not good enough, telling me studies don't mean a thing, saying I have attitude.

You, and you, and you and you and you.

I believe I'm starting to have suicidal tendencies.

I feel sick to my stomach.

Oooooh, I love Dr Yee! Its so fun extracting teeth you know!

First, you get to the clinic, and take in that horrible, horrible smell of some... Thing. Then you talk to the receptionist, and realize its freakishly cold.

You sit, read, and then, the receptionist comes out and says its your turn!

So, you go in and lay down, and Dr Yee checks your teeth. And then he rubs some strawberry-flavoured cotton(?) on your gums and mouth, and injects you with the anesthesia! Its kind of painful, squeezing your hands together and breathing helps. Heeee (:

Then he'll tell you that the teeth is gna take time to pull out, so I expect like, 10 minutes or so. But its out in like, a minute!

In the meantime, you hear cracking, and feel a ton of pressure and force and the receptionist "supporting".

Ahahaha, I had a good day today.

Bye loves!

Sweet Lord.

I hate LSCEP. I have no idea what Ms Jean is talking about. Ms Charmaine behind me, champion. How she manages to read Salem Falls w/o Ms Jean knowing is mind boggling.

Yknow, I still remember this room. I took my exam here last year, on the 4th of December. Cool eh? Hahaha.

"Do you understand what I'm saying?"
(silence)

Oh, that was just too funny.

My blood is freezing over. Its so cold!

AAAAAAAH, my LSCEP project is freaking screwed.

99 Things You Might Not Know About Me...

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
I have one on my forehead cos a gate slammed into my head while I was waiting for the school bus when I was 3. (Haha.)

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Posters, pictures, cute post-its and toys!

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
I think I snore. HAA.

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
Pop. I like music with interesting beats. HSM/Miley/JoBros/DemiL anything along those lines.

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
14 30, 9th Aug 1994. No kidding.

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
To be magically fantastic at everything.

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
Australia, mate!

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)?
My diary.

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
Ehhh. Tall enough, I guess?

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
YES. Esp in trains and places where I can't see the sun(or moon)light

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
Yes, sometimes.

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
IDKKKKK.

13. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
Going to hell.

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE PREFERRED SEX?
Dark colors.

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF PROPOSING?
No where.

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
Mmm. Water.

17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
HAHA, how could I choose?!

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
I'm really full. I wanna eat FRIEZZZZZ.

19. FAVORITE COLOR OF ALL TIME?
Red/Black/White/Gray

20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
No.

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED?
A bear.

22. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?
Nope. Haven't had one in years.

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
I wish.

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
DOROTHY PERKINS!

25. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE FEMALE/MALE CELEBRITY?
The disney ones! I'll be a kid forever. ZAC EFRON. DAVID A.

26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
A doggie! He's getting old.

27. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
Probably.

28. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE SCENT?
I dunno. I'll tell you when I smell it.

29. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED.
14. I like that number. (Assuming I wasn't supposed to say "A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDERD")

30. BLONDS OR BRUNETTES?
Brunettes. Dark colors are more grounding.

31. FAVORITE QUOTE?
I don't remember quotes. They're all kind of cheesy.

32. most hated place
You don't want to know.

33. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA?
Never been to the USA.

34. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
Insecurity. Fickle-mindedness. Bad judgement.

35. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
Yeah.

36. FIRST JOB?
Being a pain in the ass. :P

37. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
I dont think so...

38. DO YOU THINK EVERYONE OUT THERE HAS A SOUL MATE?
Yeah, I'm inclined to believe that.

39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
Getting bubbletea!

40. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
Nah.

41. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
My grades. I'm really not that smart though.

42. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
I'M GOING TO GET BRACES WOOOOOH!

43. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
Ooooh! I want so many things! DVDs & books mostly.

44. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT AND THEIR NAMES?
I dont want kids. I think sexual reproduction in human beings is way too complex. :\

45. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Timothy's grandmother.

46. WHAT IS THE BIGGEST TURN OFF OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
A lot. But then again, I'm not perfect either...

47. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU LIKED ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL?
Oh! The friends. People in school understand me the best.

48. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?
Some yellow thing. Haaaa.

49. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Kinda. People like it.

50. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
CHICKEN! I love chicken.

51. ANY BAD HABITS?
Keeping to myself/Too trusting.

52. ARE YOU A JEALOUS PERSON?
Yup. Very, very.

53. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Nope. I wouldn't.

54. DO YOU AGREE WITH FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS?
No. Yuck, it makes me sick.

55. DO LOOKS MATTER?
Well. Yes it does.

56. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
I hug my bears. Or I go around telling people I'm "damn pissed".

57. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
2

58. WHAT'S YOUR MAIN GOAL IN LIFE?
I WANNA BE RICHHHH!

59. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE MEMORY AS A CHILD?
Oh there are too many. Perhaps in Australia? I loved it there.

60. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
Enough.

61. WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A LITTLE KID?
I always liked the Teletubbies more, yknow.

62. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Yeah, and no one gets me.

63. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE?
Right now? Neither.

64. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
A kind heart.

65. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
Strawberry. I had rosy cheeks when I was younger hehhhhh.

66. IF YOU HAD A SUPER POWER WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Invisibility, telepathy, super-ness.

67. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW?
I dunno. I usually go for movies. But I love Hannah Montana! HAHAHA.

68. WHAT'S THE BEST WAY TO DEAL WITH YOUR ENEMIES?
Staying away from them.

69. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
Green tea. I love green tea ice cream!

70. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES?
HA, funny.

71. DO YOU HAVE A COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM?
2! My laptop, and my sister's as well.

72. PLANS FOR TONIGHT?
PBL research. :\ Finn on the Fly.

73. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE WHEN YOU ARE OLDER?
Australia. Australia, Australia, Australia.

74. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
I'm not going to tag anyone.

75. LAST THING YOU ATE?
PEARLS.

76. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
Oreo chocolate!

77. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Daddy.

78. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
The way they look.

79. WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO IN YOUR SPARE TIME?
Watch movies, read, sleep. TV!

80. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
People.

81. FAVORITE SEASON OF THE YEAR?
Winter.

82. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF CANDY?
Gobstoppers popped into my head.

83. HAVE YOU EVER REALLY HAD A BEST FRIEND?
Yes. Katie in Rehoboth. She always gave me her salami (: I love you Katie!

84. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
Brown. Especially at the top.

85. EYE COLOR?
browny

86. SHOE SIZE?
(Adidas) 7

87. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
Subway!!!!!

88. FAVORITE RESTAURANT?
Kobi... something. The one at Jurong Point's really exciting!

89. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
Yes yes yes!

90. WATCH TV TODAY?
Yes! Alot.

91. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
Christmas!

92. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS?
The piano I suck.

93. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT?
Democrat. I think?

94. KISSES OR HUGS?
I love them equally.

95. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
Relationship.

96. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
Bbt!

97. WOULD YOU EVER BE A HOUSEWIFE?
I dont think so.

98. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
Science Power I. It is NOT a textbook.

99. DESCRIBE YOUR LOVE LIFE.
Nonexistent.

Bye loves!

You know why I'm so damn pissed at you?

First and foremost, know that its been years. Years that I shove my own pride aside. Years of just putting up with you. Years of hoping that one day, you'll finally care. That one day, you'll finally appreciate the things that people do for you. That you'll say thank you. That you won't lock yourself inside your room.

The final straw was when you asked for my advice, and then you told me to shut up. Dearie, the truth hurts. If you didn't want to hear it, why did you ask me in the first place? Go get it from a "guy's point of view" then. Go get it from the million other people you care so much about.

Charity begins at home. Kindness. It starts at home. Generosity, sincerity, courtesy. Patience, love. Why is it so easy for you to take to friends, yet not your own family? Why is it that you just don't see all the effort put in by so many people, so you can sit on your ass all day and surf the net? Why is it that you can be unreasonable, but not anyone else?

I am sick and tired of dealing with your attitude. Frankly, it stinks. I'm sick and tired of mending what you broke. When you brush them off and walk away, you miss so much. You don't see the hurt in their eyes, did you know that?

"Where's Hannah?"
"I don't know. And frankly, I don't care."

Fine, go across the ocean and be far, far away from us.

I'll stand at the departure gates and joyfully bid goodbye.

Math's tomorrow. Here's the plan.

1. Do rev ws 3
2. Run through Math MYE papers of 07 and 08
3. Run through sec1 work
4. Pray hard that I won't be careless/anxious

I finally figured what's making me all sad and depressed. Things just aren't going so well at home.

Preoccupations, miscomunications. Seth and the maid and all.

Hostility, co-existence, not harmony.

Since when did I turn into a CME handout?

Jeeeeez.

49: I Just Wanna Live

There's training on Tuesday.

(Stop tearing me apart!)

48: Hold On











There's always light at the end of the tunnel. Or is there?

People've been telling me I look emo. That I look sad, angry, stressed. Maybe I am. It seems that every single day I wake up, I'm on the right side of bed, wrong side of life.

I keep getting nightmares about my results. That I got 17/30 for my Act of Kindness essay. That I used every vocabulary word wrongly. I keep thinking that I'll get 43% for English. I keep thinking that I'll get a C for History and Chinese. A D7 for Lit.

I don't know. I've wanted to say this for a really long time. I don't really know if its right. Last night when I walked into WEB a gigantic grin spread across my face. As I left, all I could think was: I need time alone. Web isn't what it used to be. I don't know if its for the better or for worse. I feel that we've become worse people. That the Word of God isn't all what it seems.

Why is there no straight answer on this earth? Why is there absolutely no definite SOMETHING?

"Excuse me," Alex said again, words that were no longer polite discourse, but a plea for absolution.
-19 Minutes, Jodi Picoult.

47: Math is Not Cool

OH MY GODDD.

I am SO PISSED with math! Like, whenever I finish going through a question and think I know how to do a question, it pops up somewhere else like, half an hour later and I don't bloody know how to it.

I don't know what to do. Doing practices is not proving to be helpful. Unless I seriously go BOKNERS and do every single question so as to be "fully" prepared for the damn exam on Tuesday.

Post exam stress. I need time to recover.

(Should I go for web tonightttttt?)

ARGH I AM SO DAMN PISSED.

46: You Got Boob'd!

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20090508/tts-britain-clothing-offbeat-cac1e9b.html

OMG LOL

45: 5 down 1 to go

LIT IS OVER. And Mingfong Ho should stop writing books, for the sanity of the next generation. Seriously. It drove me NUTZZZ. But. The essay question on the novel was alright. The unseen poem was the KILLER. I didn't even get it. Either they were talking about dancers or socialites, or prostitutes. :\ Really. And Math is on TUESDAY. After that, its all sex ed and PBL stuffs. Which I did not read off the board, cos reg5 is ALL THE WAY at the back of the classroom ):< I hate my seat. I want to move back to the front of the classroom with NAT! YAY YAY YAY! And I can start using my HSM pencil case again, seeing as the wretched MYEs will be over soonish!

Things I am looking forward to:
1. Reading!
2. Sleeping!
3. Studying no more than 4 hours a day
4. DANCE DANCE DANCE!
5. Obsessing over hot guys!!!!!!! I LOVE DAVID AAAAAAAA

Things I am NOT looking forward to:
1. Gnome tarts
2. gPods
3. vaita-noers!

LOL I'm just too creative, aren't I




David A's just so cuteeeee!

44: Note to God

I tried my best. Seems like that may never be good enough.

43: Piss me off

Today, my day started off with history. From 11 in the frickin morning to THREE IN THE AFTERNOON. then, I did lit in the library, for an hour and a half. then it was time for dinner. and web. and then we came home. and now i am trying to chiong sexual reproduction in human beings.

HUMANS
ARE
SUCH
A
WASTE
OF
MY
LIFE.

42: Seth









Altogether now: Awwwww....