Well.

I woke up today filled with dread. I went to school, heard the plans for the day.

WE WERE GETTING OUT PAPERS BACK. I freaked out. Science, Math, Literature, History, Chinese. Turns out, things weren't as bad as I thought they would be. I didn't top the class for any of the subjects I thought I would(wishful thinking, Eunice, wishful thinking).

Just so you can congratulate me :P

Chinese: 59.2% C5

When the teacher got me to sign my name, I could barely do it, my hands were shaking so much. She started at my signature all funny. Oh well, lucky it was only a relief teacher.

Math: 74% A2

I'm pending 2 more marks. Must get 2 more marks.

Science: 76% A1

It is pretty good, but like compared to the rest of S2... Let's think positively! I think I did pretty well, considering I got B4s in my previous school.

History: 83 and 1/3 % A1

I can clearly remember telling Daddy that I was going to get an A1 for History in the mid years. I can also clearly remember getting so damn pissed off at History that I would throw the textbook around. Like, doing all the SBQs that were just torturous really paid off yknow! I got 20/25 for SBQ. I really had NOT been expecting that. I thought I would get a D7 for History. Good job, good job!

Literature: 62% B4

I thought I would get a D7, but noooooo! I am insanely OVER THE MOON.

Okay, so. I got 2 A1s, 1 A2, 1 B4, 1 C5. I'm pending English's marks. I really really really really hope that my Paper 1 can pull my marks up. Cos Paper 2 was like. Shiiiiit. Honest. I failed. I need an A1! So I can get a L1R5 of 14.

You know, these results, I don't know what to think of them. On one hand, they're not all that fantastic, and on the other hand, I don't know what I'm talking about, because I know I slogged my ass off for close to 50 days to achieve it. When I catch myself being happy, I end up realising that there's nothing much to boast about barely-there A1s, when people who get 80< % feel that they didn't do well.

Maybe, just maybe, it was God. In the beginning of the year, I committed my studies to God, cos I mean, lets face it. I'm not that smart. And throughout my little study boot camp, I told myself never to give up, even though I was getting like, 5/14 for History class tests and all that.

Thanks God. That was pretty awesome, you know? Its great, I'm (reasonably) happy. I'm sorry, for like, everything.

Wow, a whole 4 1/2 months passed me by.

So, what have I achieved?