I got back my EL Paper 1. I got the highest in class for it(Yi Shien did too) but like, looking through the paper? I felt so disappointed. I don't know why I got so low for my essay.

I don't know why on this EARTH the examiner kept adding carrots here and there, as if it were a blooooody structured essay. I swear, the carrots pissed me off so much I started crying. And I couldn't stop ): All around, people kept telling me "You did good! I got worse and I'm not crying."

Goals. Personal targets. I didn't meet them. I would seriously want my parents to scold me for the lousy showing, so I'll have an actual reason to like... Ah nvm, point is, I know they're disappointed.

Will my real parents please stand up