My L1R5 is 17.
Do the math, and you'll find that my English grades are less than ideal. I can't believe I scored so low for essay! After everything, I seriously, seriously, with all of my heart, expected a 25. On the flip side, I didn't expect to score so high for letter writing. So. Gah, why is it that my expectations are so... Unattainable, but the things I'd expect not to get, fall right into my lap.
I didn't expect to score so high for History, Literature and Chinese.
I didn't expect to score so low for English, Math and Science.
This. Is. Frustrating. The things that I am "good" at are just not not NOT things that I want to pursue. But the things I'm "bad" at, somehow, are things I pinned my hopes on.
Well. If there's something I've learnt, its to not take things for face value. Good and bad is always relative. Sure, I'm not a top student anymore, but I did pretty well compared to some others.
Right, like that's going to make things okay.