Thank you for this love Lord
Thank you for the nail pierced hands
Washed me in your cleansing flow
Now all I know
Your forgiveness and embrace

I'm so happy Daddy made me go to WEB tonight. Forgiveness. Hurting people, being hurt. When Matt was closing the sermon, the tears kept collecting. Family, school, WEB.

"Let's bow our heads and pray." We had ministry time. Something that's been a problem for almost 4 years exactly was resolved. Ethel prayed for us, and Kim too.

"Eunice, can I ask for your forgiveness?" Prayed, thought, was. Went to another person whom I have wanted to talk to for a very long time.

"I haven't been very nice to you. Can I ask for your forgiveness?" Yes, I've been hurt. But yknow, I'd hurt others too. I didn't have the humility to go up to face that person. So self-centered, so "I" loving. God, thank you.

God,
I'm so sorry for the times I thought the Christian life was about me. I'm so sorry for the times when I felt that I had to put others down to make myself feel good. I'm sorry for forsaking You the past few months. I'm sorry for making empty promises. I'm sorry for not being able to forgive the people who hurt me in my old school. I'm sorry for not being humble enough to admit to myself, to You, to others, that I screwed up.

I'm angry and sad and vengeful.

God, I'm so sorry.