I am appalled. So, so appalled.
I don't care who reads this. Screw censorship.
In the car on the way home from web today, I said "After youth sunday, I may or may not go back to web." What I really meant to say was, "After youth sunday, I'm not going back to web." I just didn't want to be held accountable for what I said. And because I hate it when people use what I say against me.
Where can I even begin to start penning down everything I hate about it now.
At the top of my list will be the people who grumbled and complained, and had the friggin audacity to say, "That's not true" to Matt. One word girl: Respect.
Second on my list will be... Some people who I thought were my friends. I guess not. People change, all too soon. You know what? DO NOT even bother to justfy your actions. You wanna know why? Because I don't really want to know. I hate hypocrites. When ever your name is mentioned, I seriously shudder. I'm going to forget about you now. If you don't want to be bothered with me, go get caught up with your melodramatic life, why don't you?
Go. Third would be the group of people whom I had thought were nice, whom I had given a chance. If she were there, you wouldn't have behaved as such. You wanna bet? You were the ones who told me that something was wrong within. And if you behave like that, seriously,
I wonder why. Since when were things like that? People placed haphazardly, for convenience's sake. I tried seeing it in another light. I really did.
Fourth would be sitting on the floor for service. I don't get it. Seriously, I don't. Maybe back then, it was a way of being a good servant or something, a good disciple of Christ.
Fifth would be living in the past. Frankly I don't think people ever forget. Things are just so deeply etched in our minds. Its no fault, but you gotta admit, its tiring to have to deal with.
Sixth would be having to choke time out to travel across the island, 21 km of it, in all its glory, on a bus, every Saturday afternoon/evening. What I go to is to my friends, God. Yes. But also to drama. I'm like basically going at 60km/h towards something that I hate and love.
I don't apologize for ranting. You were in the wrong place at the wrong time.
Gnight.
