17: (It Just Hurts Too Much)

FYI, people, I'm NOT being emotional. Its just that last night, while studying late into the night/early morning, I had a horrible, cursed, headache. Sinuses were retarded. :\ I managed to finish all my work though! So I'm very happy with my new system, you know! Come home, bathe, eat, be retarded for a bit, sleep, then work, and sleep again. Do you know why you should do that? Its actually because every hour you get of sleep before midnight is 2 times as good as every hour of sleep you get from 00 01 hours! :D

Today we did our 2.4km run. I PASSED AGAIN HEY HO I'M HAPPY! Mdm Heng(LOL!!!!!) Mrs Heng said, "18.15! Okay, very good!" What's saddening is, last year, I walked the whole way, and my timing was 21.14. So. Hahaha. Wdv this time I really tried, and so for that I'm extremely proud of me!

I think, that the kind of mentality I had to adopt for the streaming thing. Like. If I got to 3s2b, or 3c1, or 3g1, I won't be sad, I'll only be happy. Cos I know that I'll put in everything I have, and if thats still not enough, then the right thing to do will be to just accept the fact and move on. Cos everything's gonna be alright people!

So, don't stress over grades. Yes they are important, but when you look back at the end of the year, is it more important for you to be able to say, "I got 6. I feel so unaccomplished. ZOMG!" Or would you want to say, "I got 10. But my x-th year of existance has been honoring to God." Hmm? Don't get carried away, too engrossed.

Bye loves!